Saturday, July 12, 2014


Good afternoon \(^o^)/ well, it's been very very long time since the last time i wrote something here. Hope you guys are still in good condition (^ワ^=)

Oya, we're still in Ramadhan month, happy fasting to you all..hope that we still could meet Ramadhan in next years (^^)

Hmm..many things happened during this 6 months.. I resigned from my part time job around 3 months ago (May 2014), the reason wasnt because of my parents, yet since i had a job as a SAP analyst in one of big subsidiaries company. Yeah, all the praises are belong to the One and the Almighty, Alloh SWT who let me passed the tests (^^)

Looked back at my last post.. never been believed that today Iam here in Jakarta, had a job and live alone. I still remember at that time, the time when i decided to tell my boss that i want to resign (in the end of January). Instead of gave me permission to left the job, he asked me to be his accountant, responsible to the daily selling report. He also offered increasing of my salary. Since i would have a new position that doesnt required me to stay late in cafe that makes my Mom worries, then i cancelled my resignation and tell my Mom about the new condition. In the end, everything came back as usual.

Furthermore, in the next month..

Sunday, January 19, 2014

In the Edge of Decision

Have you ever feel that galau feeling? In this case is a worry feeling, specifically, related with your future? Well, I felt it since around a week ago, and I think you guys can guess what it is about >.<
Had been stayed about 3 months (or more) in my part-time job, but lately I can't help my Mom's command to resign from it. I knew that it's for my sake since I often get shift schedule till 11 p.m, but I just feel that I still have not get enough knowledge and experience yet from it >.<

Well, actually, i used to choose haf a part time job because i want to have my own money. It was started not long time after I had the thesis exam. I want to continue my Japanese Language Course but my Dad wont to pay the fee since at that time I was disagreed with him and rejected his command to join in SAP course. But then, eventhough at that time I was rejected his command, but deep in my heart I knew that all he want is for my future's sake. He wants to make sure that I get the best things that can add my value, in order to get a good job. Then slowly, I opened my heart and start had eager to know more about SAP. Then now, since I already joined in SAP, my Dad told me that I do not need to continue my part-time job to get money because he will pay me the fee of Japanese Course, so he wants me to resign from my par-time job as soon as possible.

I'm not confident enough with my own decision, I'm afraid that I'll make